Damn sian. Yesterday got back physics term test, got quite commendable results i think. Well 80, but highest in class 96, woohoo. Didn't lose to Yang Jia only. damned. Then today, got back chemistry, did not have high hopes anyway, thank god, or i would have killed myself. Got a mere B3. Which is like total shit, 2nd time this year. To think i have not scored less than an A1 since sec 3. Then everyone was like complaining that the make up paper for those who did not turn up was way easier, for the reason that the questions are almost similar to the examples Mr Lim went through, or basically their questions were common sensical. Not to insult anyone who took the make up paper, but that really do suck. Can't imagine the day that I would be whining, but here it is. Just totally sore.
During lit lesson today, Ms Foo explained the lit test questions. then i was like... ok wtf i am so screwed. Seriously i think i will fail my ih this term
AGAIN.
Well, one good thing about getting poor results before the exams is obtaining the precious motivation or rather pressure. Like "shit, i'm not doing good enough, time to pull up my ankle socks". So I decided for myself to make a schedule for the June holidays to do a revision for all my subjects. I hope i don't break that promise to myself.
Damned, don't feel like blogging now, chinese test on friday, looks like tomorrow i will have to work my ass off again, and get shitty results as usual.
goodbye, and may the force be with me.
posted by `-ryoken # 10:57 PM
