w00tz. like t o t a l l y, awesome.
wasted friday away, gonna do finish maths today no matter what.
sunday going to fu hai. afternoon hopefully finish extra hw and start on chinese test.
monday chinese test study.
the end.
maybe its not so awesome after all.
well, at least my brother is back, life at home might not be so monotonous after all. today was raining from afternoon onwards, freaking cold till now lol. i got a feeling i will wake up with a runny nose tomorrow. supposed to wake at 8am, not such a tall order, considering i woke at 11, slept from 12-2. haha. sleeping is really very appealing to me recently. no idea why. last time when i was asked to turn in early i would get pissed (?), for no idea the reason.
found out today that when someone is really engrossed in something, he would not like to be disturbed. or maybe it's just me as of all other faults. it only occured to me today that everytime i am playing my responses to the people physically around me are cold and annoying. i am annoying anyway. perhaps that is why my acquaintances are few, and am distant from the world. if i wasn't such a bastard, i wouldn't be regretting what i've done day to day. i actually reflected quite alot today, and drifted off in thoughts. thoughts about how people are the way they are because of the way they are brought up or influenced, which decribes mainly everone. but there are those who even after sitting in the core of influence remain true to themselves, whether foul or good. to be the latter is truly respectable, yet at the same time foolish. to keep to oneself, preserving his true mentality and personality is something perhaps hard to do so subconciously. but to do so makes one unique, either a leader, or an outcast. herd mentality or not?
staring into the nightsky. hoping to find answers. on my own that is, only then can one truly understand what he seeks for. oh wells, answers won't fall from the sky. off to do work then.
to end off:
Hindsight criticism is always based on fantasy foresight. What we should have known will be touted as facts we chose to overlook.to keep mind of things.
http://cheekybynature.blogspot.com/goodnight.
posted by `-ryoken # 11:59 PM
