yijia's once-in-a-while blog

i thought it wasn't wrong to hide from you.
simple truth, i was scared.
i felt it all along but it hurt too much for me to share.
if only i, had been less blind, i'd have someone to hold on to.
if only i, could change your mind, if only i had known, if only i had you.
i finally understand why things had happen and how it all could go so wrong.
will this pain ever end? 'cause i don't think i can carry on.
if only i, had been less blind, i'd have someone to hold on to.
if only i, could have spoke my mind...
if only it were true, we could start brand new.
i know i'll make it through.
if only i had you.